Onward

A grey day today and I am just as happy with it this way. Over the last few days I've had my worst dizziness yet. It's very hard to do anything. I can write here for a bit but then it seemingly makes my head hurt. Hopefully the treatment will do something tomorrow as this is a bit overwhelming. I've had three doctor's appointments this week and I now realize that the fluorescent lights make it worse...it's as though my eyelids are weighed down with something buzzing on top of them. 

Last night I gave this necklace of my sister Judi's to Owen. He has expressed interest in Buddhism, and I had always kept this necklace of hers with Owen in mind. I remember her giving it to me to wear during her surgery; she almost cried when I unhooked it from her neck, and I remember when the person at the funeral home gave it to me, handing it to me after they'd given me the urn of her ashes. And now I give it to Owen.

Onward.