oh

Bad day today.

Disappointing stuff at work. I don't write about work here but oh man....I gotta say...if my job goes south I'm at the end of my tether.

Went to parent/teacher conferences.  Not much to report other than I have great guys except...oh yeah....well....Owen's teacher said he sometimes tells her that he's worried about his mother.

That brought me to my knees. 

I am heartbroken.

I am fucking up if my kindergartener is spending his time worrying about me.

I am really sad tonight.

My boys deserve better and yet I'm doing the best I can.