Things...uh....not so great

I don't get to go see Kane Welch Kaplin today.  I'm must admit to being awfully sad.  Awfully sad. I was counting on their music to strengthen me.  And just to get out of town and drive for awhile sounded so nice...

Judi's was too anxious about us being gone, even with her friend Sandy here. She was pretty panicked last night.  I called hospice and they brought over oxygen late in the evening which helped somewhat.

I was up twice in the night with her.  She was really dizzy all day yesterday and so wanted to take less pain medication but that didn't work well.  Sometimes when she wakes from a sleep in the night and calls I hear her calling for our Mom.  Then she corrects herself to Cynthia....sometimes Cindy....