Deleting

Deleting files off a computer.  It shouldn't be so hard.  Deleting the files off of Judi's old computer made me sick to my stomach though.  I felt as though I wanted to throw up.  I copied the folder called 'final pictures' that she took of her house in South Carolina onto my computer.  Then I looked at all the other documents....I knew there was no point in saving them.  I finally deleted them all and I wept.  I really wept.

Ernie yelled from the bathroom, "are you o.k." and I said "yes" as I cried.

The door to the media room door opened and Owen yelled, "are you crying?"  I said, "yes, but it's o.k. honey" and he he replied, "please, please, PLEASE tell me it's not my fault" and I started laughing through my tears and said, "no, it's not your fault, I'm just a little sad, go back to your movie."