Aw Hell.

Screaming fight with my mother's homecare worker last night. 

I'm at my wits' end.  And I don't feel well.

I feel frustrated and trapped and don't know what to think about how my mother really is.  Everyone has a different answer.  I want to throw my hands up and say 'do whatever you want' but I can't.

Not a good evening.

I did make good shrimp fried rice though.

Small pleasures, huh?

Today's Christmas video.....I picked Roy Orbison as he seemed to suit my mood....