Eh....

Eh...a moderately crappy day.  I'm sitting here drinking some wine and watching Hell's Kitchen because sometimes that's just what you have to do.  I haven't cooked dinner yet. I fed the boys and was going to do something else for us but I keep downscaling my plans.  It could be a popcorn night.

I couldn't sleep last night....partly the storms and partly God knows what.  This morning Ernie had to go in for his infusion at the Cancer Center and I couldn't go with him because of work.  I know he's o.k. going on his own but I hate, hate, hate not being there with him.  Nobody should have to go to the Cancer Center for treatment by themselves...it's just been one of my rules---for both Judi and him.  So I felt bad about that...and frustrated....and tired...and then I didn't handle some stuff at work as well as I should have and it's been bothering me.  Eh....just eh....  I suppose at work I should have loudly announced that I wasn't at the Cancer Center with my husband so I'd get credit for it but I'm afraid then it would seem that I didn't really have to go with him so I kept my mouth shut.  I hate feeling like this but I know we all do....more often than any of us  like.  And I know life is good...I really do.  Just one of those days I guess.