Fucking Cancer

I guess you could say that's how life goes

you get embarrassed in life

you take risks in your life

someone you love dies

that's how life goes.

I'm sorry Mom.

Those were Owen's words of comfort just now when he found Ernie and me crying over the death of our dear friend Steve Scariano's wife Diane Paglusch.

Fucking, fucking, fucking cancer.

42 years old....and loved.

fucking cancer.

how can it be?  how can someone be there in body and spirit....and then gone?

fucking cancer.